"Daily" Notes
Feb 22, 2020
Those mood swings are killing me :/ I'm feeling good most of the time but it's just a matter of minutes to get me fucked up cryinga and a uncontrollable shaking right now I can't even think straight the only yhing on mind is why I haven't end it all i was looking for a suicide prevention service station but unfortunately the ones near me ain't open and with Carnival going on my city I doubt I'll find one open in the middle of the night I dont want a fucking hotline I just want someone to hold my hand and tell me that I should keep going and that life is worth living even if they dont belive it either... my mom just passed through me right now and asked how I'm doing and well she clearly saw me shaking and crying but she just kept walking I sincerelly doubt that somebody is able to help now I'm way to deep in this shit already dont matter hw much I try to motivate myself because it seems like i cant get peace of mind anumore.. anyways i'll just put my headphones take a couple kpins and hopefully i'll pass out quick cyagot no patience to review this shit right now
Feb 16, 2020
I'll spend the day eating green olives and trying to watch some animes...
But today I'm feeling better because I finally have "someone" to talk
I'm bored just talking to myself and this site will help me with that
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